Monday, August 1, 2011

AKU DAN SAKIT =)

U all c??ni la peta malaysia..hahaha..
bg sesapa yg nak peta..mnx kat tar jalan je..x yah bayar,,ahahah
btw..2weeks aq nak tgu luka ni kering..

sakit mmng x..tapi PEDIH,,
Urghh..dgn kelas x pegi..traning x pegi..ciannye kat aq.:P
tapi aq still bengang ngn kereta yg aq langgar tu..
da la x bg signal..mmng FARK!,,
aq rse nak tumbok je..seb baik aq ngh skit gle..lau x..mmng la!!
n ape yg aq tharu sngt.bile mmbe2 datng melawat..ramai kot :(
ramai yg caring..lecture pon datng..emm..thanks sume yg datng..
 n igt la pesan aq..PANDU PERLAHAN PERUT SELAMAT..!!!

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

BENGANG GILER!!

WEY!!! wtf la....
kalau boley sume barang2 kat rumah ni kau punye..
abiz barang2 aq kau pakai..
aq x marah kalau kau mintak..ni x!main bedal je...


n yg paling aq bengang..pendrive aq da la kau curi..
pas tu kau cakap kau punye..aq da baynk sabar..da x sggp aq nak sabar..
aq baik2 ngn kau..kau pijak pale aq..
btw.sem ni kau ni kau last..
so aq sentisa soakn yg terbaik supaya kau berubah..
aq kecewa dengan ape yg kau buat..

Sunday, April 24, 2011

anilama :(

ermm...fisrtly nk mnx maap byk2,
mybe sy bkn llki yg smpurna bg awk..
x dpt layan awk ngn baik..
mybe ni blsan wat sy kot...
sriously mmng sy sdih sgt...x sngke bnde ni jd pd sy...
yela..ap je ade pd sy ni kan,,,
tp sy x slhkn awk pon..itu hak awk tok pilih spe2 pon dlm hidp awk..
ramai lki kat luar sne yg jauh lbih baik dri sy kn..:(
tp kn awk..npe a sy ske sgt2 kat awk..
smpai skrg sy x dpt jawapan 2..
bia la sume 2 mnjdi pglman pahit bg sy..
btw..sy brani jujur ngn awk.hhihih
kite pon jmpe bpe kali je kan...
pas 2 tros awk pegi s,alam...:((
baru nk mnje2 ngn awk kat bumi arau ni..huuhhu :P
emm..lau awk da ade yg lain..hope awk jage la die baik2 k..
bkan sng nk jd sempurna kalau bkn diri sndiri yg bijak mencaturnye.
emm ap salah ku??
dan mengapa aku terlahir untuk terluka…
ku sadar, cinta tak harus memiliki
tapi ku tak bisa, ku tak rela
mungkin ada yang lebih dariku….
sampai datang masa pertemukan kita
untuk kembali, atau terpisah selamanya…
sungguh hina diriku
mencintai orang yang tak mencintai ku
dan takkan pernah menyayangiku..
mengapa aku di pertemukan denganmu
musim gugur dihatiku…
seakan tumbuh bersemi
titian cintaku pupus begitu saja
tiadakah iba dihati mu…
tiadakah rasa ntuk ku….
kau berlalu menuju impian mu yang baru..
rinduku sudah kau lara…
sayang ku kini t’lah kau buang
mungkinkah aku tercipta
hanya untuk disakiti dan dihina???
apakah ini suatu cubaan untukku??
apakah ini suatu guresan hati yang luka??
yang tak bisa sembuh
walau penawar dari mana pun…
semoga kau bahagia
tanpa kelibat bayanganku…
dan kini aq rela megundur diri...
wlpn hidup ku sunyi tanpa ditemani ssiapa..
salam..:(

Thursday, February 17, 2011

SAD:(

assalammualaikum..
emm..lame da aq x update blog aq..
tlalu byk nak aq cerite..haih..BALA..BALA..
1st of all..aq nak btrima kasih byk2 kat ayah n mama!!
hari2 faris rndu mama n ayh..
byk menyusahkan..slal mnx duit...sori sgt2..:(
rse na ngs je trigt kat mama,ayah,kakak,adik...
fais ade beli sumtink tau ! :))
tgu k...hihihhih...rindu sgt2,,,

APEK,NAIM,IRFAN...
aq rindu do kt korg..smnjak aqdok luar..aq sllu trigt..
hihi,,tp aq dok luar ade sbb..dan ko pon tau...
hope lebah shat k..syg kat lebah..huhh <3

emm...ZAIRENN AZRINA!
4 tahun blalu cam 2 je kan...i'm very2 missss u!!
u tau x..i jdi gle babun tau x..u tau gle babun???
emmm...only my bff je tau..hhaha..
if u da tunang pon...x kan lupekan i tros...
6 bulan tau i tgu mesej dari u!!
u juz bgi email yg mengarut2..emm:((
baru semalam *khamis(3.45 p.m)* u kol i...
hahah...igt no syarikat mane la...
malu tau x..da la i kol operater offce mama u yg ans..
die cp die x knal i..hahaha..pekrja baru a???hihih..x gtau pon..
btw..i'm allways miss u..hope u kkl ngn azlan k..
wlpn die jhat sklipon..igt!die tunang u...
emm jgn lupe atr kad kat rumah tau..i da lupe tarikh u..sorry..hihi

4 lisa surihani..jgn jelez k..ni crite lame..sory lau buat u kcwe..
i love u lisa..<3

Sunday, January 23, 2011

some men just want to see the world burn

Nolan's dark, almost forbidding concept renders The Dark Knight not far short of the horror-thriller movie which its comic book antecedents couldn't quite sustain. It bludgeons us half to death with its bleak view of the world before tacking on a slightly-feel-better ending as Batman (Christian Bale) speeds off to continue his attempt to clean up corrupt and fearful Gotham City.
His fight, of course, is with Heath Ledger's The Joker, now a psychopath of whom it is said, "some men just want to see the world burn". In the end, the way both men are characterised makes their battle seem like that of two nutters in mortal combat. Dramatically speaking, Ledger, in his last finished performance, wins hands down largely because he is allowed to. It is not a piece of acting that develops much and is almost on one note throughout, but that note, eschewing the slightest bit of Jack Nicholson's spiteful irony, is pretty formidable.
This Joker claims to have been ruined by the bullying father he hated and has a ravaged mouth for which he gives gruesome but contradictory explanations, constantly using what remains of his tongue to wet his lips.
Ledger gives us a tortured soul with a tortured body and a terrorist's determinationto spread anarchy around Gotham at any cost to innocent human lives. It is not a pretty sight, but Anthony Hopkins, as our favourite flesh-eating friend, did even more by doing less and there was once a chap called Bela Lugosi who frightened me as much with just a look. Will Ledger get a posthumous Oscar? He would certainly be worth a nomination.
As for Bale's billionaire playboy, Bruce Wayne, with his butler and helpmate (Michael Caine), his Batmobiles and his bevy of admiring women, there seems no good reason why he should want to become Batman except another troubled childhood and the nagging of a conscience that recognises Gotham as something like purgatory for those less lucky than himself.
His efforts to relieve fellow citizens of the crooks who have battened upon them, though largely successful, have left the gate wide open for the Joker, and himself as a hero that not everyone admires.
Bale, subject of unwelcome publicity this week after being arrested for alleged assault of his mother and sister, reprises the part well enough, but it is Ledger's performance one notices more, probably because it is so much more fun to be given the shivers by evil than to relish even the flawed good.
The story progresses down its studiously downbeat path, marked by the usual passages of technically proficient crash, bang, wallop (mostly well done but a little familiar by now). So we watch the mounting chaos as a young and Kennedy-like district attorney (Aaron Eckhart) has his face made into a grotesque piece of pulp by the Joker, and as Maggie Gyllenhaal makes a choice between him and Bruce in the penultimate reel.
There is also Gary Oldman as honest police lieutenant Jim Gordon and Morgan Freeman as Lucius Fox. But it is the duel between Bruce and the Joker that holds the attention between the bleak Gotham City panoramas and the frantic chases.
You'll be impressed, even if a leavening of humour might profitably have pierced the gloom of it all.

And there is also the matter of the film's length. Buñuel once sagely said that if you want to make a really good film you have to cut out a lot that you like as well as stuff that doesn't work. Nolan might have taken that advice.
The first hour, in which the story is set up, is really the culprit. But there are also times when Nolan seems to be luxuriating in his expert cast, his intelligent screenplay and his spectacular effects and not thinking enough about the sharper editing that would have driven the film along.
Even so, The Dark Knight, looking as it does at a mad, bad world and some insane people trying to get the better of it, is an audacious attempt to point a few morals for today with a comic book nightmare we've never before taken so seriously, even in Nolan's own Batman Begins. When this one works, it undoubtedly works well and sets new standards for summer blockbusters.
Though the doubts remain.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

SG.PETANI

SG.PETANI...
satu tmpat yg pnoh dgn khazanah bumi..
1st time aq sampai coz aq ikot mbe aq blik...
name die wekkkkkkkkkkkk :p (SHORTFORM)
hihih...nak tau ap yg aq buat??
  1. AQ NAIK MOTORCROSS BEB..
  2. AQ TANAM BENIH JAGONG..
  3. MEMANAH IKAN DI SUNGAI BATU BESAR2..
  4. MANCING IKAN KAT SUNGAI AIR LAUT MASIN TASIK SEMELING..(mcm2 name aq bgi)
  5. MANDI AIR TERJON DALAM GILE2..HUHU
PLAY WIF UMPUN-UMPUN


haaa...pnat gle wa kate lu...
tp 2 la..aq ske bnde2 cm ni..
knowledge..
t boley cite kat anak2 aq...:P
thakns wek..
syg ko..
opssss x lpe...
aq g bsme kksih hatiku IDRIS..
btw.die slalu wat lawak gile tgah pagi..malam2 bute...n x tntu...
bengong gle...
sampai aq da x tahan nk tglak...
travel kali ni bez la gak..
t kite g tmpat lain plak a...
syg ko :)
k.la..daa
 

Thursday, January 20, 2011

erghh

salam...
aq x ske..benci..sume la...
smlam aq ade game bola ngn PAK GUARD..
da la kne glak pakai stokin sblah je..
btw,aq dpt membuat game dgn baik..haha
result palapes 2-2 pakguard

emm,,ni yg pling aq x ley blah..
KOMANDER..mcm bgos2 je..
main fair la..
palehopah main siku dade aq..
mentang2 aq ni TOUGH!!
skit gle do...aq rse nak ngis je..sob..sob..:"("(
lg skit dari mama aq sebat kat PONGGONG..
HAHA..tp aq emg x puas hati la..sgt2..
da la yg siku aq bdak klas aq gak..
npe sume nak ntak aq??
fuck la..mcm sipot tol..
rse nak maki dpan2 je...:(
aq igt sampai bile2..

Monday, January 17, 2011

my BEz fwenz!!

ALlllowwwwwww..........................
haih...plik2 je aq wat td,mcm mane la aq ley jdi model surveyed..
btw..aq epy la gak..aq rse macam macho gle,
aq kan cute..(ade bukti k)
emm aq ade sowg mbe nme HALIJAH!!..
die jahat gle ngn aq..TUMBOK aq..TARIK rambut aq..
ERGHH...gram gle aq..
Tapi!!!die baik...hahahaha..
mzti x faham kan..aq pon bingung gak!!
btw aq rse die mmg baik la..
luaran je die ganas cam SELADANG..
tpi dlam.....cair gua kate lu!!
hahaha..PRSan da ni..adoi!
whatever la................agpon die mbe baik aq!!jgn slh faham..

emmm....smalam aq text ngn some1 yg aq ske sgt2..tp die jaoh..::(((
aq bg la die lagu DADALI-disaat aq mncintaimu..
cair die beb...gua pon layan je..hahah..
tp 2 la..gua ade probs skit la dlm cinta2 ni..
x pndai sgt...TPI!aq pndai suroh org len bcnta..ahha
AQ adalah DOC LOVE..
tp x tauliah lagi..wink3
lagu ni emg kne gle ngn aq..
sgt2 la..gle2 babun,CICAK.LIPAS 
OPSS...sori wabi...
haha...mezti bengang gle kan si pp gendut 2..
dgr pp da turon 2 kilo..tol ke????
whatever la...
emmm k la,,gua nye tgan pon da letih,cian die x rehat..
da 2 ari wat report..tgan oh tgan..
k la..assalammualaikum.:)

Sunday, January 16, 2011

NUKILAN

assalammualaikum...
emm..hari ni aq x dew klas lgsng..:))epy la gak..
n smpai x tau aq nak wat ape..pale aq da berat gle babun da ni...
tbe2,,aq trgat kat mama aq..ayah aq..FAMILY la sng cte...
smbil aq ddk dpan laptop aq luahkan ap yg aq rse...
“Ya Allah..
Andai dunia ini tempat yang melekakan..
Aku adalah insan yang terleka itu tuhan.
Ilahi..
Jikalau aku diberi amanah..
Jadikanlah aku orang yang mampu memikul amanah itu..
Jikalau aku diberi kelebihan..
Jadikanlah aku insan yang mampu berkongsi kelebihanku..”

Bila teringat kembali kisah2 lama..
Aku jadi rindu..
Ya.. rindu yang teramat sangat…
Rindu pada waktu..
Pada kegembiraan kanak2 ku..
Saat aku berlari2 di sekitar rumahku..
Saat aku bermain pondok2 bersama rakan2 ku…
Saat aku bertanya itu ini tentang tuhan pada ibubapa ku..
Saat aku dimarahi abah kerana berlari2 didalam masjid..
Dan juga..
Saat aku berkata pada diriku dahulu…
“ibu!!! Bila besar nanti… faris nak masuk universiti!!!
faris nak jadi arkitek!!”
Sungguh.. ku rindukan waktu itu dahulu..
Saat dimana seorang kanak2 berfikir…

Masa terus berlalu..
Dan berlalu..
Dari seorang kanak2 tadika yang mentah…
Kemudiannya pelajar sekolah rendah dan menegah…
Aku dapat masuk uitm...
Aku dapat planning architecture..
Tapi aq sombong ya Allah..
Aku leka disaat aq mgjar cita2 ku..
Tidak prnah tedetik hatiku nk mlkakan hati orang tuaku..
Tapi kelalaianku buat mereka mnangis...:(
Aku diididik untuk Mencari dan menimba ilmu..
Hinggalah ketahap yang diimpikan seorang kanak2 dahulu…
Kematangan hadir sehari demi sehari…
Menjemput zaman kanak2 itu pergi dari situ..
Kelakarkan bagaimana masa mampu merubah manusia…??
Dari seorang yang naïf.. kepada seorang yang matang..
Seorang yang lemah.. kepada seorang yang kuat..
Seorang yang kurang pintar kepada seorang yang pandai..

Semua ini membuatkan aku terfikir..
Mengapa…
Seorang kanak2 yang dahulu nya naïf…
Mampu menjadi insan yang teruk dewasanya?
Sekejam hitler mungkin?
Setamak qarun?
Entahlah…
Mungkin…
Masa berlalu membawa tanggungjawab…
Masa berlalu membawa kematangan..
Dan mungkin juga..
Masa berlalu membawa pengertian hidup…
Aku tidak tahu..

Kerana Siapa aku untuk berfikir seperti itu…
Tapi itulah…
Mungkin kerana persoalan diri yang kerap bermain difikiran membuat kan aku terdetik untuk berbicara seketika..
Tentang Keinginan untuk mencari diri..
Keinginan untuk mengetahui diri
Keinginan menjadi yang terbaik..…
Mungkin kerana aku terlalu leka dengan dunia kanak2 dahulu..
Lalai..
Hanyut..
Hingga tidak sedar bahawa hidup ini mempunyai tanggungjawab yang perlu dipikul…
Dari hari ke sehari..
Tanggungjawab itu bertambah dan bertambah…
Asalnya seorang anak…
Kepada seorang remaja..
Dan dewasa…
Mungkin satu hari nanti..
Suami…
Dan Seorang ayah mungkin?

Semua ini membuatkan aku terfikir..
Bahawa..
Betapa tanggungjawab sentiasa ada untuk dipikul..
Aku tak boleh terus leka dengan dunia kanak2 ku dahulu..
Kerana seseungguhnya aku ingin yang terbaik buat diriku..
Istriku satu hari nanti.. dan juga anak2 ku..
Andai masa tidak mengizinkan aku menjejaki waktu itu..
Aku ingin menjadi yang terbaik buat tuhanku..
Kekasih agungku..
Dan anak2 yang baik untuk ibuayah ku..
Semoga..
aku diberi kekuatan untuk terus bertahan..
memikul amanah dan tanggunjawab ini…
menjadi yang terbaik pada pandangan tuhanku..
andai ditakdirkan aku tewas..
ku mohon padamu dengan sebaik2 permohonan…
agar diberikan ku kekuatan untuk menghadapi hukuman untuk sesuatu yang telah dipertanggungjawabkan pada aku..
bukannya melarikan diri daripada itu….
Itulah harpanku….

aq teramat-amat sedih!!
faris

Saturday, January 15, 2011

what i love??

I love you.
Words from the bottom of my heart
I love you.
Words that I would like to say again a thousand times
Until now I haven’t give you anything.
So I want to give you more now
Words which I would like to tell
Only to you
Back then, I don’t know about love
Staying by the side of someone
I’m both unfamiliar and scared
In this kind of thing
Only now, I understand love
Those days which I always push you away
I said that it wasn’t love between us
Thanks for the trust you have given me
Looking back now, there are lots of memories
I really didn’t know that was actually love
I love you.
Words from the bottom of my heart
I love you.
Words that I would like to say again a thousand times
Until now I haven’t give you anything.
So I want to give you more now
Words which I would like to tell
Only to you
From now onwards, I will defend our love
Even if it’s simple-minded
Even if I will look like a fool
Because I’m the guy who only see you
You must be tired of this incomplete love
Although it’s a bit late, will you give me a chance?
I love you.
Words from the bottom of my heart
I love you.
Words that I would like to say again a thousand times
Until now I haven’t give you anything.
So I want to give you more now
Words which I would like to tell
Only to you
I, who is tired every day,
Will be really glad to be able to meet you
And say these words that make you feel touched
I love you.
Words from the bottom of my heart
I love you.
Words that I would like to say again a thousand times
Until now I haven’t give you anything.
So I want to give you more now
Words which I would like to tell
Only to you

class rep!!

erghhhhhhh!!!aq gram gle ngn bdak pompan klas aq :((..AYU!!ko yg ckp kuat2 kat lect..
aq malu do...aq ne la reti nk handle2 bnde cm ni,n aq pon slalu x dtg klas(kalu mngntok je)..
yg pling aq bengang!!korg x cye kat aq!!SAMPAi ati korang kan...
Da la...pas ni aq malas nak wat kje lagi...da la,moody!bye :((

YEAH???

Akhirnya...aq telah selesai menyiap kan report yg slme ni aq tangguh...
tq kpda rkan seperjuanganku krna mncurahkan ilmu DIJARI,,huhuhu....(apek&naim)
k la...mate aq pon da nk ttp smpai pp da ni..len kali aq smbg lgi!!daa..:))